For some reason my boyfriend has got it into his head that I should be a porn star. He loves watching porn movies and his greatest dream is for me to be a porn star. That is all very well, but I am not sure that I am up for that at all. Like I keep telling him, I actually like working Orpington escorts and I am not sure that I am prepared to give that up.
Also there are a lot of other things to look into. A lot of girls who try to make it as porn stars end up broke. I would love to know what would happen if I did not make it. Would I have to start from scratch or would he support me. In all honesty, I don’t think that he has thought this through at all. We all have are dreams and he has his own. My dream is to pay off my mortgage on my flat and move on with my life.
One thing that he does not consider is that I would have to take time off from Orpington escorts of https://charlotteaction.org/orpington-escorts to pursue a porn career. When I take time off, I would not have income for a good while and who would pay my mortgage? I can’t really afford to do that at all. Who says that the boss at Orpington escorts would even let me come back? A couple of girls left the agency and they were not allowed to come back when they wanted to. I don’t blame my boss, at the time we had enough escorts.
I try to talk to my boyfriend in a sensible way but I cannot say that he is the best listener. He goes on and on about me being a person star. Recently it has almost started to feel like he is trying to take over my life. He wants me to spend more time in the gym, and work on certain parts of my body. When I finish my shift at Orpington escorts I am totally exhausted and I do not really want to spend any extra time in the gym. It is just too much for me.
My boyfriend does not seem to realize that I have my own personal dreams that I would like to pursue. A couple of the girls at Orpington escorts have started their own successful business online and I like to follow in their tracks. You always have to think about the future when you are into escorting. Sometimes you are not popular anymore and that would mean that you would not earn any money. Yes, it would be fun to try to be a porn star but who would pay my bills while I give it a go? Well, I don’t think that it would be my boyfriend. I am glad that we don’t live together in case we ended up having a huge great big row over all of this porn star business.